TO ALL WHO KNOW ME :
IM WISHING YOU ALL,
SELAMAT HARI RAYA IDUL FITRI
MINAL AIDIN WALFAIDZIN
MOHON MAAF LAHIR DAN BATIN

hereby i arrange my 10 fingers, asking for apology,
if i have harsh words on you,
or done wrong deeds, hope im forgiven.
With Allah Blessing,
hope to meet yall again in th next year of Hari Raya.
Wasalam, Blessed be.
Sincerely, Tisha.

below was written by zen. didnt have time to post, so asked him to write a draft.
i chose not to overwrite it, so i wished to keep it instead (:
Long ago i used to believe in a perfect match.That girl who would stand by me.in good or bad.that girl who i can turn to.shower her with love.show her care and concern.treasure and cherish her.be there for her.be the shoulder for her to cry on.be the one who comforts her and say that everything is alright eventhough how bad the situation is.overall,be her hero.but along the years,such vision of mine seems to be fading.being busted and all by girls.taken advantage cause the way i treat them.so i decided to bury one thing deep down in my heart.i bury the pain of getting hurt.so i had the fuck care attitude.and such was my ways til recently.I made a vow to myself to become a better person.and upon changing,thats when i got to know you.thats when it seems that my attempt to be a better person is rewarded.i was amazed by your mentality about life,goals and relationship.and including how similar we are.simple say,i admire you for the vision of your life.so after we got on together.i began to realise that what i use to believe in seems to be possible in this reality.and you have proved me wrong.you melted my heart of stone and made me fear of losing you.and you know.i keep falling in love with you each day.and each day,my love deepens for you.i don't ever wanna lose you dear.with you in my life,its worth going on knowing that at the end of each day,there is someone there standing by me and got my back.how i adore that smile.those big eyes.and that "over" laughter that needs inhaler.yeap.thats my girl.you make my life complete tisha.and you made me be at peace.i no longer have to lead a double life.i no longer have to dwell on the sins of my past.and i dont have to feel down about the mishaps and tragedies that had happened in my life.being with you makes me believe in a better tomorrow.thank you dear.i love you.more than you would ever know.